IStartedOveratForty-Three
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Everyone said it was brave. It didn't feel brave. It felt like falling with a plan.
I left a career I was good at and hated. The first six months were humiliating in the specific way that only starting at the bottom again can be.
I'm not successful yet. I'm awake, though. I hadn't been awake in a decade.
A reflection
What would you begin if no one was watching the first year?
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